~Hello.

the reason I created this
the reason I made this
the reason I wrote this
the reason… … .

there was this girl of eleventh
after the sunlight of that day
brought back thaughts of someone
that flower of May.

heavy eyes bury the mind
leaving memories of yesterday behind
sadness, hate,in all its kind
turned the sunny day to grey.

the reason I created this
was to brighten up her day
thou shall not cry
don’t let that smile fade away

the reason I made this
was to see her smiling face
to be able to catch a glimpse
enough for misery to be erased.

the reason I wrote this
was to make up for something
when she was down
all I did was nothing.

the reason… … .
was to make you happy
walkin’ together
not leavin’ your side ‘til eternity.

and so with a lil’ prayer, I say
from the moment weve said hello
to you and I, I pray
into stray paths we may not go.

.t.b.c.

~Vermillion III.

I’ve been starin’ blankly infront o’ me
thinkin’ o’er what have happened,
have I done something wrong?
to think that she’s close to reality
she seems to be, again, a dream.

“I’ll do anything to have her for myself,
just to have her for myself.”
this song’s melody sifts through me
as thy strong words filled with convictions
burn with infernal emotions and surging passion.

she is a myth that I have to believe in,
all I need to make it real is one more reason.
that reason burned down from arson
my hopes for you all shattered
my heart, my soul, battered.

cherished every moment I had with you
as if there’ll be no tomorrow.
and so is a premonition.
those days ceased ‘cos of those words,
those days are meant never to happen again.

so here I am waiting
which quotas eternal passionate dedication.
though reality may seem paradoxical, I know…
she isn’t real.
I can’t make her real.

-Herrera.2011

~Taste No Fear

promises are made to be broken
when I’m talking you never listen
everything is just over now
so it doesn’t really matter

just close your eyes and shut your mouth
I’m gonna kiss you goodbye
cause I taste no fear I taste no fear
so stop lying stop pretending
every story has its different ending.

everything had left me out
for all the lies that left your mouth
you’re just a living blasphemy
and everytime I hear you cry,

just close your eyes and shut your mouth
I’m gonna kiss you goodbye
cause I taste no fear I taste no fear
so stop lying stop pretending
every story has its different ending.

and now you think of comin’ back to me
I’m sick of your motherfuckin’ idiocy
how many times do I need to tell you
just shut the hell up and be damned forever
~

~May 15.

~noong ika’y unang nakita.,.
tila ko’y nagmukang tanga.,.
sayo ako’y natulala.,.

~mula noong araw na ‘yon.,.
lagi ‘kong napapalingon.,.
saan ka man naroroon.,.

~gustuhin mang kausapin ka.,.
di magawang malapitan ka.,.
laging inuunahan ng kaba.,.

~pero isang araw doon.,.
pinagbigyan ng panahon.,.
pinaglapit ng panginoon.,.

~at noong kinagabihan.,.
kaba’y pilit nilalabanan.,.
para ika’y malapitan.,.

~tila natupad na ang pangarap.,.
noong ika’y nakausap.,.
pakiramdam ko’y nasa alapaap.,.

~at sa sumunod na gabi.,.
ako’y di nag atubili.,.
kusang lumapit sa iyong tabi.,.

~sa ‘yong mga mata’t ngiti.,.
aking kaba’y napapawi.,.
kusang nagsalita aking labi.,.

~at sa mga oras na ‘yon.,.
aking dasal sa panginoon.,.
patigilin ang panahon.,.